In Janaury I found myself in the hospital for nine days. Covid, double peumonia and no cancer meds. It was a mystical experience. I could not breath and the rhythms of my life force were totally disrupted. I ran out of my cancer medication and for ten days I did not take any medication for cancer. It had been drummed into, never miss a treatment. Oh well. I completely released cancer and the fear of cancer. So much so that my sister commented that she had not heard me even talk about cancer for about two weeks.
I was blessed to come home. Blessed to have my breath back. Blessed to be physically stronger. I underwent physical therapy and I am off of the oxygen that I came home with. And, Blessed to be released from the fear of cancer treatment. This experience was definitely a pause.
It’s Easter Sunday and I thought it was a good day to reflect. Back into my guidance, my rhythms and my heart.
It a blessing.
With Love
Mercedes.