Living On The Edge of God

We’re Living on The Edge of God
My Naked Truth: In some ways I have been living through a personal pandemic called stage four metastatic breast cancer for three years. I didn’t realize this until this morning. Shortages, an invasion of my physical body that could just pop up at any time and kill me. I wondered yesterday if I would be given a precious respirator if I was in distress given my assigned medical status. I’ve been, and I quote a former love interest, living on the edge of God, for a long time now. He left. I have survived and become stronger because he left.

The world, the whole world, is now living on the edge of God. It doesn’t matter age, creed, color or religion. This bout of indigenous genius or man made deviousness, has no sub context. We, humanity, is trying to conquer it, win, manipulate the nature of it to our advantage. I have gotten through cancer by being acutely aware of the consciousness of what is before me. I wondered if we let nature run Its course, who would survive. Would all of the Elders transit? Would the young become Masters through this transcendence of fear, greed, anger and unconsciousness. Would our ability to hear the subtle frequencies become heightened and enhanced. Who has the right antibodies and are these amplified by our mind-set, our heart-set, our life-set, or our spiritual-set. Who would survive or would any of us survive if we would just let nature run it’s course. Would we be stronger, more compassionate, more evolved into Presence.

What consciousness is before me? Abundance, thanks to Generosity I have a few dollars available. Money is a frequency. Some who had more shared. Just as some may have more food shared. Money has become less important. Love. Thank You for the check ins from unexpected places. Community to those who arrived bearing supplies and kindness. Family. This sure would look differently without Priya, my k9. Three years ago I spent weeks in a hospital bed, alone after the Crew went home. Life. I’m still here. I won’t be leaving until it’s my time. I’m actually Well in so many ways.

Yes, it took three days to move into my fear to fully realize it. Yes, there are sensations in my body that give me pause. Yes, I could use a hug and a hello. I bet the World has sensations in her body that give her pause. I bet the World could use some Tender Loving Care. I bet the World could use a hug. I bet you could use one too!

I AM infinitely better off than I was a month ago.
And it took a pandemic to make me realize it. Be the best you, you can be, Mercedes. Recognize your emotions. Hold someone and your self through your heart. Isn’t it fascinating how Nature brings forward Truth. We are all connected.

We’re Living on The Edge of God. Welcome. Embracing you deeply.

Namaste.

Mercedes